It was the blue. The eyes. The sky. The twilight. My name was on a ceiling, A mark left behind To be a speck of history Remembered. Bras were hanging from the ceiling Laughter, drunk, tired. What was the point if it All went up in smoke Washed away by time. His lips on my neck, exciting at first Then his tongue on mine It had felt wrong. The disgraceful taste of First the jaeger, then the mouthwash Mixed between my teeth and spat out. Deep down, I must have felt The cold judg

[Wow... it's been a while since I've last published anything here. Life happened, I guess. This is me trying to get my creative juices flowing again. Trying prose poetry and possibly failing but here we go.] I need you. I know it's stupid. I know it's dumb. That was a dumb way to start. But I need you To bring me back to myself Like the sun brings the warmth Back into the hearts of Lovers and the lost. That's what I am, Lost... and loving. Maybe it's ridiculous. Stupid in so

Yet another late forgotten night. Not a November one, but the emptiness persists...

There’s this first step. A little thing that will set other things in motion. My brain already is, the billion possibilities....

I know you don’t care but I just want to talk. I know none of this matters to you but it wouldn’t hurt to listen. I know I am not worth it.

here are a billion different things I want to talk about. Countless emotions I'd like to explore my way through and be done with, but I'm ch

[Warning: Reader discretion is advised. The following content may not be suitable for sensitive readers. The theme of this entry is pain....

Another time. Another smile. Another trial. Another chance to inspire but deep down I know it will eventually backfire on me. As always.

You know how they say some words are not meant to be said? But what about the words that you can not utter no matter how much you try?